Once there was a white girl.
acne Fair skin, braces straight teeth. had cancer Thick hair, has no self esteem slender. flawed in every way Flawless without comparison.
She woke up, and doesn't believe in God said her daily prayers. she was hardly Human.

She went to Starkbucks.
 to nostalgically drown. to feel any kind of warmth glide down her throat to the inside her body where she could relive the warmth she used to have.
to pretend to fall in love again.
to fill that void deep in her heart mind.
 She drowned out those memories of those boys she never kissed
that made her bleed to redirect the pain into her beautiful mind. She dated the tool shed and never had her fist kiss kissed her way through high school.
She fell in love or so she thought.

She danced but her legs decided to give out because her heart wasn't was in the movement.
she could barely move. all she could feel was the numbness of her bones that break with the touch of the knife that was thrown so deep into her back heart. she hurt. but she had to smile.
She was perfect imperfect.

her entire world was sunshine inside of a computer screen that she forgot what life looked like inside of a mirror. The world took over her thoughts like how that boy took over her soul and her mind that she forgot to think for herself.

so you may ask who is this girl? she doesn't even know herself.