Reality

5:08 PM Scarlet Amour 14 Comments


I am.
I am a human.
 I am kind.
I am soft.
I am thoughtful.
I am selfish.
I am a mormon.
I am real.
I am a real pain in the ass.
I am heartbroken.
 I am dramatic.
 I am a fighter.
I am a lover.
I am anxiety.
I am done with high school.
 I am I am I am. Sounds a lot like green eggs and ham but this is not a story book. 
Not even Suess could make up a children's rhyme for this intro post,
But here i am.
Fighting my own invisible battles in a world with invisible rules telling me who I'm supposed to look like and how I'm supposed to say my words. 
This is for you.
This is for souls with no confidence.
To the girls who have scars on their hearts and to the idiots who put them there. 
To those who's prayers haven't been answered yet.
This is for you. stuck in high school sitting in a desk counting down the minutes until graduation with kids who remind you of the walking dead.

The boy you've fallen in love with isn't what you thought he was. was he?
But that's your reality. 



14 comments:

  1. Delilah PiperAugust 30, 2015 at 7:05 PM

    I really, really like this. The whole concept.. agh. It's awesome

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  2. ella ersonAugust 31, 2015 at 1:14 PM

    So good! My favorite line is "To the girls who have scars on their hearts and to the idiots who put them there." That literally blew my mind! Great way to start a blog

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  3. Cher HorowitzAugust 31, 2015 at 8:15 PM

    I am anxiety
    the boy you fell in love with wasn't who you thought he was
    you blow me away!

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  4. KetchikanSeptember 1, 2015 at 8:13 PM

    love how you put "I Am Mormon" and shortly after "I am a real pain in the ass." Well done!
    Ps. If that guy were driving a manual...how would he shift???

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  5. NelsonSeptember 5, 2015 at 8:58 PM

    You're a master.

    Welcome to the blogs.

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  6. agnes obelSeptember 7, 2015 at 11:20 AM

    Unreal introduction. WOAH

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  7. alysia mae [Atticus Monet]September 8, 2015 at 8:59 AM

    Heart.

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  8. Cher HorowitzSeptember 8, 2015 at 10:50 PM

    So good! You're such an amazing writer!

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  9. UnknownSeptember 9, 2015 at 8:49 AM

    I am.
    I am a human.
    I am kind.
    I am soft.
    I am thoughtful.
    I am selfish.

    Very honest. I loved these lines. I might copy. Beautiful post.

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  10. Sam FrazierSeptember 12, 2015 at 9:16 PM

    this was stunning

    also your music is fantastic

    nice to meet you

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  11. Jenna MaeSeptember 19, 2015 at 9:24 PM

    there's no way I missed this post. I just fell in love with your blog all over again.

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  12. The Broken Teen (Mad Hatter)September 20, 2015 at 11:05 AM

    There is an obvious reason you are in the top 5.
    Very well done.

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  13. The Broken Teen (Mad Hatter)September 20, 2015 at 11:06 AM

    I am in love.

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  14. amandaSeptember 22, 2015 at 11:02 AM

    I KNOW THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE ABOUT YOUR WORDS
    BUT TO ME
    THIS POST IS ALL ABOUT YOUR MUSIC
    HOLY GOODNESSSSSSS.

    YOU WIN.
    ((GOOD TASTE IN MUSIC IS A NEARLY FLAWLESS PREDICTOR OF GOOD TASTE IN WORDS.))

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